Dark & Twisty

****Pre marriage experience**** It was the day of my greatest regret and my biggest downfall... the day that I decided to give up on myself. It's funny what a broken heart can do to you. A pain so deep that even when you're breathing it feels as though you're suffocating. A pain so deep that …

Ball and Chain

It was different when we weren't married, I was different. I'm not sure what it was. Maybe it was all of the scars I carried from the past, maybe I didn't fully trust him enough, maybe it was just my subconscious knowing that he hadn't fully committed. I'm not really sure. But all I know …

Soggy Sandwiches.

It was a few weeks before the wedding & I was anxiously counting down the days. It all seemed to be going by quickly because when I wasn't obsessing over the wedding I was at work in my little town's bookstore. Customer service is customer service; someday's it's great and other days it's like eating …

Coffee & Toast.

Marriage by any means has not been easy, but it has been one of the best decisions I have ever made. It feels great to come home and see Richard's face everyday, especially after a stressful one. It's definitely not a fairy tale or like anything you would imagine it to be, but it's raw, …

Dark Shadows – Not For Long.

Maybe you've heard the phrase, "this too shall pass." I won't lie, it's definitely not one of my favorite phrases when  going through some kind of melt down or emotional/physical trauma, but the truth is in the pudding! The facts are this phrase couldn't be closer to the truth... The truth of the matter is …